Im not going to sit here and tell some bullshit story and try and make it sound all deep. because whats the point? The one thing thats really been on my mind lately is that, the only person you can really count on is yourself. Ive found my good friends in the wierdest places , and have noticed how completely wrong i was about the friends i already had. its time to leave the past where it belongs, in the past. Ive learned some things about the people i thought i could confide in. noone , is what they seem . You have your desperate and pathetic, and you have your annoying and self centered attention seeker. That is when you realize that you can do better. Its wierd how people put this mask on, and then when you get to know them, you really wish you haadn't. I think its about time i realize this now. Everyone talks behind someones back, ive done it and im sure anyone reading this knows they have done it. But what reason do you have to talk behind someones back who you call your "friend". Truth is , no friend is a real friend if you have bad things to say about them , that you cant say to their face. So this "whats-her-face" is done. Yeah i bet you thought i didnt know about that. well whatever. A real friend is there for you when you need them the most, a real friend will stick up for you, not put you down. A real friend is someone you can talk to, and carry a conversation with. Not someone who is going to sit there and dump all their problems on you , expect you to fix it , and then when you simply try and talk back about something that bothers you, they completely disregard your problems. In fact, whats worse, i have that friend, then i have a friend who tries to show up everything i say. If i say for instance, i dated someone, she has a "better" story about that person and her, she ALWAYS has something to say about everything and she needs to learn when to keep her mouth shut and when to stop backstabbing and trying to get attention and SHUT THE EFF UP. nobody cares, when you say something happened , and then refuse to tell the story, after that NOBODY CARES. dont drag it on, because it just makes you even more annoying than you already are.
I love my friends , but holy hot damn, stop trying to make everybody feel sorry for you guys, because , honestly , your all so pathetic with this. so STOP feeling sorry for yourself, and even more, stop trying to make everybody else feel sorry for you , because nobody does.
KAY . im done my rannt
xoo0Xx - kristen < 3
