Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I have been changing lots of things about myself. for the better. Ive been more connected with everything and ive been much more appreciative of what i have. but once again, i have something to rant about. There always is something.
I realized that i wrote my last blog about my friends , and how that was all said in the rage of a bad day gone worse.
but this is no bad day, this is just something that REALLY needs to be said. Some people just need to wake up and know when to get off their high horse and realize that they are NOT the king shit. or in thise case, queen shit.
So you and your boyfriend had a little trouble. maybe it wasnt meant to be in the first place. dont try and blame everything on one party. you are as responsible as he is, actually worse. You broke up with him.
you say that you are over him and that he is erased from your life.
STOP OBSESSING ! maybe does your behaviour remind you of a certain little obsessed blonde bitch who you are now the spitting image of! the person you say you hate the most, you are most like.
GET OVER YOURSELF.
NOBODY forced you into this relationship, nobody forced you to stay in it. NOBODY IS GOING TO SYMPATHIZE WITH YOU! you are honestly the most pathetic person, what do you think calling the cops on this person is going to do ? make him want you more? make him change for you ? NO! he DOESNT WANT YOU ANYMORE. you had your chance and you blew it . This guy is one of my great friends and i really think you should stop fucking around with his head . stop being a little bitch , and get over the fact that you are BROKEN UP. kay sweetheart, do you U N D E R S T A N D that! seriously, this makes me so mad because i have to listen to your bullshit from him, and im tired of it. its so fucking stupid what your doing to him, most of the things you say he did to you, you could have easily prevented, but you DIDNT.! you decided to stay in the relationship. As much as he said and did some not nice things, LOOK AT YOURSELF. look at how you are looking for sympathy from others. seriously, get over yourself. your broken up , its done with. stop dragging this shit on. NOBODY cares. he doesnt want you, he doesnt want anything to do with you.
OH and another thing. go ahead and yell at the messenger, you tell someone something like you are going to call the cops on your ex and you expect the person you were talking to (WHO IS IS FRIEND) not to tell him ? like who the fuck do you think you are! you had absolutely no right to yell at him for that and as a matter of fact, you have absolutly no right to be opening your mouth about your ex and his family in public, aka on this blog site. you should be fucking ashamed of yourself. it is not your business to be posting online.
and you knwo what, go ahead and say that this whole thing is not my business but you know what.
that boy, who you so easily put down along with his family, IS MY BUSINESS. whether you fucking like it or not.